mimilagro:

This hasn’t happened in three fucking years. And while it is on a much more minimal scale, the idea is still there and it still makes me incredibly angry and upset. I know it would never make sense to anyone else because it would be impossible to just picture yourself in my shoes in this case; you would have to have lived in the position that I have lived in for my lifetime. Regardless, there is nothing anyone in the world can do to me that is worse than doing this. I hate that this happened again because I hate the feeling of hating myself for doing what I did and for hating the person that made me have to do that.

(Fonte: xcascantex)